July 8, 2021
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Well, I can't totally say I'm glad to be cleaning this place up, but I know it's the right thing to do. It's a huge, giant, amount of work. And that's after you moved some of it, yourself. That must have been a giant, utterly exhausting effort. The kitchen's been clean, and has stayed clean, since the beginning. The dining room clutters a little, and I remove stuff before it gets too bad. There is often a sense of guilt that goes along with all this; Why didn't I do it before? Kellan was beside himself when he saw his room, and he got it all cleaned out: the trash, the Torben things, the stuff he wants to keep, and everything else. Over time, the entire upstairs is getting sorted out, with each and every item in its place: what's trash, what belongs to someone. This hasn't been the most ordinary summer, and for me it's definitely been a spiritual pilgrimage. It really was a pilgrimage in the sense of being away from my home, long enough to